ok, well, i don't necessarily feel great about this, but, if i'm meant to be alone in this life, then i guess i have to have a game plan of sorts. i'm not sure whether or not i'd be totally content, even if i had a partner, to stay in one place. i think i'd get restless (who knows?). but alone, i'll definitely not be able to sit still for long. i guess what i'd most like to do is spend my money on travelling. and i'd like to take at least a month off work (if not more) each year to do so. this summer, after my contract ends on june 28, i'm going to go to london to hang out with jen for a couple weeks. hopefully she'll be able to take some time off work, too, and we can go to france or spain. i'd love to go to italy, greece, croatia, turkey, but i'd always imagined doing those place with someone i love... maybe that won't happen, though, and i still want to see those countries. maybe i'll have to start loving myself more than i currently do.