i'll miss

your music
your green slippers
your smile
your notes
your jokes
your blunts
your vices
your eyes
your skin
your red shorts
your blue drawers
your yellow pillows
your loaf
your softness
your edges
your hats
your jeans
your walk
your work
your needing me
the curve of your body
the smell of your hair
the little hole in your ear
eddie
and lucy
and star wars
and spanks
and posters
and basketball
your jumpshot
your sneakers
your stuff
your t-shirts
your shampoo
your towels
your lyrics
your warmth
your heat
your touch
the space you take
the little boy inside the man
the person i admired most
your scratchy cheeks
the scar on your forehead
the moles on your back
your printing, all caps
your heart
your soul
your spirit
your desire
your need
your want
your goals
your dreams
drumsticks
and HC
your nicknames
your silly words
your yogurt jokes
your tears
your smiles
your love
me and

you.